Wednesday, June 24, 2009
What am I to you all...i want to know
Hmmmm back but not sharing any happy experience like i always will do on my blog...do not really like to post unhappy stuff...but I have been thinking about the same problem be it primary till poly life...am I really such a bad friend? No I mean really...tell me what you guys feel about me i really have to know...
Sometimes the emotional side of me cries but the happy side tells me why are you crying? I should be happy that at least i have friends around me...but sometimes i really ask myself~ "Do I really have friends?" The last time i had my birthday cake was when i was 7 so when was the last time u had yours? Is a simple wish a birthday cake difficult for anyone? I seriously really not begging for a birthday cake but why is it so hard i always make time for all my friends during their birthday and mine just look so meaningless to you guys...maybe I just exist as john doe in your life...
I never back stabs, play games behind people's back, keeping every secret anyone tells me so what have I done to deserve any of these or am I living in illusions treating people as friend on my own will? Once during my secondary school I was called a "friend stealer" by one of my ex-friend I was angry at that time but to think of it now do they even treat me as friends in the first place?
Really wish you guys can tell me what's wrong about me any of you guys hate about me...tell me what you really feel about me...or maybe ask me what you want to know about me if you want to before you start making comments or conclusions about me give me a fair chance to start making friends...
Posted by Simple-JiaLorMee at 12:55 AM